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I want to get a new lens, my current one has a crack on the side

I was just reading my previous journal entries and it seems that for the past six years I've been going through the same emotional loop over and over again lol. Maybe that's just my personality that makes me be this way. Regardless of these, I also noticed how I was a lot more vocal back then than I am now. So I'll start once again I'm planning to do a lot of stuff after the next 3 weeks. Since I've always loved the spanish language, I've decided to actually attend classes. I'm also planning to take piano lessons to further build on what I had learnt as a kid. What else, mmmm, oh yea, I'm also going to go to the gym hopefully 3 times a week. Nevermind this journal, it sounds more like a new years resolution than anything else.

From an emotional point of view I'm just as fucked up as I was 6 years ago. I'm going to also try to get a lot of pictures so you should see more posts from me in the next couple of months. Oh, on a seperate note, as of 3 weeks ago I also started painting in Oil colour again. I'll take pictures of my paintings and post them here so I can get feedback from you guys.

Anyways, adios for now

Life is an ever learning experience. It never fails to put enough obstacles in front of you and make you puzzled. I haven't been happy with myself for a while, I've been too mellow and careless. I need to gain my energy back and push my goals ahead and move in a direction that will make me happy. I have put all my eggs in one basket and I know it will hurt me, but right now I don't see the possibility of doing anything else. Anyways, I just wanted to write something here since I hadn't done so in a long time. I finally moved back to Iran as of November and have been living here ever since. I LOVE IT. But I need to find my path in life, I've never been so clueless before.

I'm back in Iran again. This country is something else. I feel so connected and at home here and I've lived in Canada for the past 11 years. I'm definitely sure about my decision to move back to Iran and I'm looking forward to that day. I'll try to take some new pics while I'm here so we'll see how many I can take and upload to devart. Till later, ciao

So I wrote my last exam of my undergraduate university degree today. It's an odd feeling, you anticipate this moment for so long but when it arrives you are left with a bittersweet feeling. You feel as if that past few years that have passed were one of the craziest and most amusing years of you life while also during this time you endured many hardships and gained many new experiences. You look towards tomorrow and what life has in mind for you. It is such a huge stage in a students life. Damn, I can no longer even call myself that anymore. It's so weird :S After studying for 18 years, to be finally done (at least for a while) ....